Tell me we'll be together forever..

2011-07-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

Recently I recalled my life over at the other side.. It was fun, most of it.. Heartbreaks was inevitable.. New friends.. Crazy life.. Oh how I miss it all.. I keep pacifying myself to wait until after graduation then I will get a job overseas.. But having to go through that phrase again terrifies me.. going to a whole new country, worried if I would be able to cope.. I can right? I mean, come on, this is me.. I'm the kind of person that pushes through new challenges.. I love being able to experience new things.. Well, I survived being in a place where the standard was lower than SG..

Aurggghhh.. I feel like exploding...

2011-07-28T19:13:00.001+08:00

Does being a girl comes with having your heart constantly having to be broken? Why is that so common everywhere I see.. On TV, movies, wherever... Why is it that a confident girl can simply be crushed by matters of the heart?

Will you be hurt knowing that your friend stole your crush and announced days after you told her that you liked this guy and she laughed at you? Obviously right? I still do too even though I don't have a slightest feeling for him anymore but still.. I can still remember the pain like it was yesterday.. I was still a kid then.. It was like she slapped me across my face.. My heart just fell.. Other people can just say that it was a long time ago and it was just puppy love.. But they never really knew how badly hurt I was.. I remembered crying that night.. And till today it left a scar embedded in my heart.. They are together now.. I'm happy for them but the pain still comes back..

Please do not think that it was just a little girl who experienced a cute little crush with a boy but her friend stole him from her.. It's much deeper than that..

2011-07-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

I finally decided to come back to writing my life story. I hope it help me in keeping my life sane.. It's like i turned into an adult overnight. Being 20 really open up my eyes. It's like "hey, I'm no longer a teenager.. Being able to be that stupid kid doing random stuffs with her 2 best friends".. Now it's like "I have to think of a job after graduating.. or WHAT I want to work as".. I see people around me either having families or started working while here I am still wondering what I want to be.. When you were a kid, people would ask what you want to be when you grow up.. That time was when you can want to be anything.. Now all I want is to know what I want..

Being away from home for half a year have forced me to mature and be independent.. It was such a scary but important lesson.. Being such a stupid and idiotic girl at the last moment has really affect my life now.. I'm constantly haunted by that one mistake and it feels like I'm slowly going to lose my mind.. Now I know how a guilty conscience can kill some one..

2011-04-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

ehhh

hi..

lol..

just in case anyone forgot, im the owner of this dead blog..

lame..

lets see...

my last post was in 2010.. that was when i was in Dubai for 7 months..

was on vacation cum attachment..

haha.. felt more like vacation

enjoyed myself then

but sadly, i need to come back due to some issues..

IMY my friendsss!!

annnyyyywaay..

i'm back as u might know..

i'm back to studying again..

alrdy fininshing my 2nd term..

cant wait for the coming hols..

im going to see my lovely girl!!!

I need to change this blogskin..

looks too dead...

2010-01-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

well.. yea.. im in dubai now..
doing my J.O.B!!!!!!!!!!!!
sux being so far from the comfort of home..
but its a challenge that im willing to take.
so yea..
HWAITING!!!

its nice here..
the weather is cold..
the people is awesomelly nice..
i love it here..
just that its full of sand!!!

went for a bqq earlier today..
got invited by Raffles Campus Dubai..
we had a bbq in the middle of the dessert..
believe me that the desert was freaking cold!@!!!!
we had a chance to experience the desert trek..
the one where these 4 wheel drive vehicles drive on the desert..
one of the lecturers drove us for the desert trek..
my god.. it was super fun.. like roller coaster!!
but needs getting used to, cos i was feeling giddy..
the best thing was that it was free..
if we take the real package. its about 200 DHM..
which is bout 100++ SG dollars.
i love it..

2010-01-15T09:12:00.002+08:00

well.. too bad..

u wouldnt know how much crap i've put up..

but i've always been tolerating...

i've been too giving and closing an eye over everything..

now that im speaking up for myself..

it's shit?

how i realised that u seriously dun know me at all..

sorry..

this is the current me..

im really happy with it..

so deal with it..

yup..

i've been happier now..

even if i duno how many real friends i have..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thanks to my belovvved Green Tomo..

for making a simple meal such a delight and memorable moment..

i love u all..

and to Cool..

we shouldnt have ordered so much food..

i was so shocked over that $100+ bill from a chicken rice shop..

haha

.................................

its my last day in SG..

im flying off tmr..

too bad Sophie cant send me off cos of her make-up class..

its ok..

since we are making up for it today..

u better be early at the party later..

syg.. i love u..

2010-01-09T19:40:00.002+08:00

well..

i did came around to watching Alvin & The Chipmunks 2..

unfortunately, it was some what disappointing..

i was pretty upset..

should have watched Sherlock Holmes..

met up with Sophie last Monday..

at AMK Hub..

we went shopping for Vy & Kate's bday presents..

we had a pretty much weird experience there..

we kinda met with a minah psycho..

she's a year younger than me..

my goodness, she was fcuking scary la..

asking lots of private qns..

her name.. Dila...

should anyone go to AMK hub..

please please PLEASE.. avoid Young Generation shop..

she works there...

for the whole of last week, i went to catch up on my driving lessons..

too bad i couldnt take my driving test before i go..

haiz.. im gona miss all those 'cutie' instructors..

both physical and character wise..

oh ya oh ya oh ya..

i read something today in the paper..

a 64 yrs old guy died while taking his tp..

and it was at BBDC, the place i'm taking my classes..

nope, he didnt get into any accident or anything..

just suddenly dies..

can u say scary?? *goosebumps*

i need to pack now..

byebyessssssss..

2010-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy new year..

have a great 2010...

i still ♥ u, Junsu

2009-12-31T16:01:00.002+08:00

is Alvin & the chipmunks 2 out yet???

I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!!!

today is new year eve..

bye bye 2009..

its been fun..

i've learnt a lot and received alot..

thank u..

whatever that was a mistake..

just let it go and move on..

look forward and dont turn back cos it can never be relived..

I love u all..

I love u God..

2009-12-29T15:51:00.001+08:00

i think i must have a dislike for writing..

cos everytime i want to update my blog..

i have totally nothing to write...

i dun really have a writer's block..

its more like a brain block..

soo....

i spent xmas in Indo, Batam..

went to Turi Beach Resort..

the place was quite nice la..

but only that the place is humongous that u need a car to transport to your room..

our room was sort of facing the sea..

the moment after we checked in, we went shopping for my luggage bag..

went all the way to Nagoya Hill, which is the city and very far from the resort..

i saw a lot of luggage bags..

i saw this mickey mouse one which was superly nice, but too ex...

in the end bought a a normal purple luggage bag..

i like the colour la..

the next day, we went jetskiing..

first time jetskiing..

omg.. my heart was beating so fast..

i think going solo is much better as while me & my bro were riding the jet ski..

the bloody thing capsized...

OMGOMGOMGOMG...

if the thing capsized near the shore never mind la..

but this one is in the middle of the sea...

damn damn far from shoreline...

not able to feel the seabed make me panic a little..

had such a hard time going up the jet ski as u are alr in the water and the presure is totally different..

and i was wearing jeans..

omg...

we went back the next day..

so glad to be home..

2009-12-21T16:58:00.002+08:00

my attachment host is finally confirmed..

see my host here..

its so nice la..

just now i went for my medical checkup..

took a blood test..

my god..

the after effect is so painful..

tmr i will still need to go for my x-ray at jp..

then go back to Apex..

omg..

long day...

2009-12-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

im sleepy..

but i'm still awake cos im too lazy to shut down my com..

i have mozzie bites all over the right side of my body..

i wanna rebond my hair again..

its becoming messy..

arrgghhh...

but i'm too stingy to fork out my money..

yesterday my mom applied a sup credit card for me..

but get this..

i dont know how to use it..

i dont even have an atm card..

i must be from the prehistoric era or something..

oh oh oh oh..

theres this stall in jp that sells chocz!!!

even liquor ones...

they are up to 70% off..

gotta buy!!!!!

i wanna go shopping!!!

i wanna buy cosmetics!!

i wanna buy begs!!!

i want a new ring!!!

2009-12-18T14:36:00.002+08:00

i know that nothing lasts forever..

but sometimes dont you just wish that you can do something continuously until u get sick of it?

i'm still not ready to leave G.T...

Still not ready to say goodbye..

the day that i never wanted to come is slowly counting down..

next week will be the last..

this is me..

i'm very sensitive to goodbyes..

esp those who are very close to me ..

not knowing when i can see them again..

time really flies so fast..

3 months ago, they said it's still a long way to go to say goodbye..

but now.. i will only see them for 3 days next week..

i've had lots of fun and happiness during the last 1 & half years..

never did i thought that i could find such great friends as u guys..

thank u for everything..

thank u for my very first birthday cake with my name on it..

thank u for putting up with my attitude..

thank u for making the last 1 & half years a great memory..

i've seen the times when u were sad, times when u guys had conflicts..

when u found love and esp when u smiled..

there were times when i was feeling depressed,

but because of ur random moments, it made me forget it all..

thank u so much for everything..

ILYSM...

2009-12-10T11:39:00.003+08:00

ohmygod..

what the hell is wrong with me??

I know i hated him to the core for being such a gochu..

but why is it that when i come close to him, my 박동 changes..

dammit

2009-12-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

finally managed to get started with my blog layout changes..

but they are still some unfinished parts, so have u will have to bear for a little while,

until i find my muse again..

its been too long ago that i posted something relevant..

well..

its coming to less than a month..

somehow, I'm a little afraid of what i might find out..

then again, I might back out at the last second..

when I started this term without Sophie..

I was somehow afraid that I might not have survived..

but look at me now..

even though I miss her LOADS and not having someone to spill my heart out anymore..

I wish her the very best of luck..

the bloody bitch has 3 months of break..

don't get offended if I call her bitch..

as both of us are considered each others bitches..

its somehow complicated to explain..

but anyways..

Christmas is coming in about 2(?) weeks time..

as much as I would love to do my Christmas shopping, i have no money!!!

haha..

actually, i do have some savings..

but they are called saving for a reason..

they are supposed to be saved from spending..

so the conclusion?

Savings = NO MONEY!!!

I wanna play Left 4 Dead 2!!!!

2009-12-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

Green Tomo has been formed..

the purpose?

still deciding on that..

2009-11-12T21:13:00.005+08:00

My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up.

But why? Why should I?

They don't see you the way that I see you.

They don't look into your eyes and see the world.

Why would they understand?

They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true.

I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes.

But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.

*12 signs your falling in love*

12. You'll read his/her txts over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.

Although you may not love me, although you may not care. If you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. I'll never stop loving you, I know because I tried. All the oceans in the world, can't hold the tears I've cried.

As soon as you get online...
whos name do You look for first?
When a Slow Song Comes On The Radio--
Whose Face comes To Your Mind first?
When You Hear Your Phone Ringing...
Who Do You Hope it is callin?
Whose name....
Makes Your Heart skip a beat?

You have no idea how much pain you have felt until you look in to the eyes of the one you love and you see nothing...nothing but the glare of light

2009-10-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

its been exactly 1 month ago since my last update..

honestly, my life has been a mess since..

nothing is going the way i expected it to be..

and 1 more thing, u lied..

i cant wait for January..

so that i can pack up and leave SG..

not sure how long i will be abroad..

but 1 thing for sure, i dont intent to come back in the near future..

2009-09-23T20:40:00.001+08:00

well...
thank u so much..

for officially breaking my heart..
what a nice Hari raya present..

slamat hari raya...

2009-08-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

i finally got the courage to watch FO ep 52 & 53..
cos i know that its gona be a tearjerker ep..
true enuf..
i shed buckets..

how am i able to say goodbye to all of them?
i dont think i have the courage to say my own farewells..
they were my own version of FO..
the ones who made my days shines like the brightest star..
showed me the concern & care that i never got..
listened to my complains and laughed at my nonsense..
they made me felt important in their lives as they are in mine..

i have had my fair share of painful experiences in life..
moments where i couldnt open up my heart..
where i could only listen to other's story..
even moments that i couldnt trust anyone..
thank u for being the ones who opened my mind, heart and soul..

thanks sophie for listening to my pains and joys..
thanks for being there when i needed u..
u never expected anything of me..
even protected me when i needed protecting..
we never contacted each other other than sch..
but we both know that we are there for each other in everything life has to offer..

another term left until i say my good byes..
another term left until i leave SG..
i'm slowly letting go..
so that it wont be so hard for me to leave when the time comes..

2009-08-29T21:41:00.001+08:00

i had a dream about u again..
i never want it to end..

u keep coming to me..
but i keep running away..
i dont want one day,
that only dreaming of u is not enuf..

2009-08-21T21:02:00.001+08:00

I received another bear..
in return of the coat i bought for Cool..
Curry what i named the bear..
lol..
Sophie gave me the idea cos the bear is curry coloured.
haha.. cute
i put it on my bed with Panda; which i got for my bday..
thank you..

theres something wrong with blogger..
i cant colour my fonts or upload pics..
help anyone?

2009-08-12T18:40:00.001+08:00

why is love so bloody hard??

2009-07-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

its been like.. what?
a gazillion years since i updated..
im now at Pioneer MRT platform updating while waiting for my mom..

these few weeks..
loads of things happened..
not sure of how to start..
seriously.. i dun really find a use for this blog..
since i have another blog since last year..
but i dun really wanna delete it..
cos it contains my memories from sec school days..

Sophia & me went to St Regis Hotel last Wed..
just to enter was quite intimidating as the hotel is 5 star hotel..
she enquired at Concierge about having her bday there..
my god..
the menu..
high class sia..
anyone wanna eat snails???
i cant imagine sia eating those slimy things..
actually it was for our assignment la..
later upload the pis or can see them at my FB..

gona stop here la..
so many ppl watching me on the lappy sia..
lol..

2009-06-28T20:35:00.003+08:00

went to cine yesterday and watched...

Transformers II: Revenge of the Fallen

During my childhood days, i never really liked Transformers..
i thought they were Okay~
considering that the cartoon was meant for boys..

But 2 years ago, I caught Tranformers on the big screen for the 1st time..
honestly, i was practically dragged to watched it..
i didnt really think that it was gonna be a good movie..
but i just watched anyway..
to my surprise, i was practically at the edge of my seat thru out the movie..
the action, the metal clashing..
soo wow~
i couldnt wait for the sequel..

finally saw it yesterday..

The beginning was a little weird(?), and seemed a little unrelated at 1st…

Then b4 u noe it, u’re in the middle of the action (literally).

Very big, very fast and very loud actions.

my eardrums almost burst..

despite all the actions, there were hillarious moments..

there are also new additions to the Autobots family..
the Twins, and 2 Decepticons who changed sides..
lol...

however, this time the movie was not as great as the 1st one..
maybe cos the movie focused too much on the military instead of the robots..

but overall, it was quite good..
i dun mind watching it again..

2009-06-14T17:58:00.004+08:00

i seriously dun believe it..
he fucking challenged me..
and using msn nick oso..
what a coward..

well, if he wants to play...
2 can play at that game..
from Fri onwards,
we are officially enemies in campus..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-06-07T17:26:00.003+08:00

1st.. i wanna wish bon voyage to fad..
hope u have a great time!!

Next, i wanna curse the thief who robbed YC on Fri..
she lost everything..
her books, IC, lappy, camera..
so she wont be coming tmr..
hope u are ok, dear..

Lasty (i think), i wanna say thanks to the stranger who helped me on fri..
Thank you..
to others it may be a super small gesture..
but it was a thoughtful thing on ur part..
and i appreciate it..
but alas, i didnt see ur face..

2009-05-26T20:29:00.001+08:00

it was romantic under the rain..

2009-05-22T00:17:00.005+08:00

What in the world is LOVE?
when u are in it, u hurt..
when u are out of it, u also hurt..
one thing is for sure,
Love really hurts to the max sia..

support?
i have them..
all of them coming for my 1st organised lunch event thing at campus on mon..
chaotic sia when they making reservations for the lunch..
had to chase them for everything..
$10 for a 3 course meal..
worth it?
of course la..
where can u get such a deal?
haha..
actually this lunch event is my module assessment..
we have to operate a restaurant;
make everything as realistic as possible to a real restaurant..
fine dining oi..
not easy okay..

BTT was today..
haha.. and i pass!!
haha.. super easy sia..
finished the test in 15 mins
1st one to finish since i wanted to go home and watch Red Thread..
lol..
FTT, here i come..
PDL.. wait for meeee!!

Sophie baby..
congrats!!!
love u super duper munchies..

2009-05-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

Life is so fragile..
one minute u are happy, another u are gone..
its so scary how fast ur life flashes in front of ur eyes..

witnessed something horrible last Sunday..
after witnessing it, i just couldnt stop tearing..
didnt even know what to do..

told him yesterday, when he suddenly online..
didnt really get the concern i was expecting..
but hey, at least he cared to ask bout me..

i miss u so much since i wont be able to meet u much this week..
able to see u only today and thurs..
guess, its not our fate this week..

2009-05-02T19:31:00.003+08:00

had school chalet on eve of labour day..
the day before, quarreled with my mum over the com..
so i really needed to stay away from home for a while..
since its a long story.. i'll make it short..

initially, Spiderman said that he would lead all the 5 cars to the chalet..
but cos, Cool & Arthas were late.. he & Alex left us in school..
without a clue on how to go...
omg... what bastards..

we planned to meet at 4.30.. but Cool arrived at 5.30..
1 hour late!!! omg..
all three cars finally left the school carpark at 6pm..
thank god Jyng gotten some sort of directions to go to the chalet..
it was already peak hour so there was jam everyway..
but in the car, it was quite fun;joking and playing..
on the road, the 3 drivers kept playing with hand signals..
Arthas even got out of the car on the road to open the boot of the car to take his hp..
omg.. we were like idiots sia..
it was so cool la...
haha.. we almost got into an accident with cool's car cos jyng turned in the last minute..
lol.. but we were ok la..
got lost a couple of times...
but it was an unforgettable experience..
we were hungry and tired..
got lost for 2 whole hours but it was funny..
we finally arrived at Pasir ris at 8.15pm..
we actually got lost finding the carpark of the chalet..
so stupid.. hahaha.. lol..

first thing we did when we arrived was to EAT!!!!
we were all starving..
there was chicken, satay, otah, hotdogs, fried rice etc..
we took many of the ffod and went to the beach to eat..
found a good sitting place..
but the people that we were trying to avoid also came after some time..
so we finished our foods quickly cos the air suddenly became bad...
and we all wanted to leave the place..
went back to the chalet and prepared water balloons for our game..
omg.. we had such a hard time filling the balloons cos the water went everywhere..
my whole shirt was wet..
played 'dog & bone'.. the last time i played that game was in pri sch..
i didnt play la.. i just trow the balloons at the loser..
haha..
after that Zoo played truth or dare..
omg.. Erig-G was super annoying sia..
after that, we all went back to the beach to relax..
all of us layed at the rocks..
the sky was clear.. but there wasnt any wind; so it was quite warm..
after bout 45mins, we went back to the chalet to shower..
we showered at the oublic toilets cos it was so much cleaner and bigger than the toilet at the chalet..
haha.. i even had the chance to shampoo my hair.. cos usually i couldnt during chalets..
i also even washed my sandals..
lol.. after that we went back to the beach cos all of them said they wanted to sleep on the rocks..
but after 5 mins..
half of them went to the car and sleep..
me, YC, Arthas, Cool, Jyng, & Egg were left n the beach..
me , YC, Artas and Cool sat at the empty stone bbq pits..
Cool & YC drifted into their own worlds which left me & Arthas chatting..
chatted until i fell asleep for 15 mins..
lol.. i woke up and went back to the chalet with YC leaving the guys..
we found an empty space and slept for 2 hours..
woke up again at 6am cos alex wanted to leave at 6.30am..
he was sending me home since i didnt bring my ezlink which was quite stupid..

finally went back home and slept till 5pm..

phew...
p.s; Silkpro makes my hair smell like strawberries..
>.<

Pics to be uploaded when blogger is allowing me to upload them..

2009-04-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

hate me for all i care..
cos u can go and rot in hell..

~~~~~~~~~~~
Sobrie ahhh..
why fad saw u twice??
but not me??
lol..

haha..
but i saw Daniel leh..
he was in a cab..
fair anot?
lol..

~~~~~~~~~~
today in class, i opened a bottle of Casa Alta..
its red wine la..
nice smell sia..
since last sat, i've smelled quite a few liqour..
i went to O'Leary's bar at Flyer..
i was suffering being in their group but who cares rite?
met Lyssa..
sweet & cute petite girl...
too bad she gonna patch up wit her ex who is such a jerk & playboy..

2009-04-18T20:41:00.002+08:00

Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-04-13T22:55:00.004+08:00

erm.. i just visited friendster where once in a blue moon i check..
to my surprise, some dumb dude wish my birthday..
haha..
so sweet sia.. totally unexpected too..
its actually a friend of mine from campus..
idiot..
put at friendster, how i noe sia..

today the new term starts..

blablabla..

went home..

boring la..

i had a dream during my holiday in Desaru..
he saved me..
i hugged him..
i didnt wanna let go..
he felt so warm..
i felt so safe..

too bad he's not and wont be mine to stake..

2009-04-09T16:32:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to JP to watch Mall Cop..
quite funny la..
the cinema was empty sia except for us and this guy sitting rite upfront..
haha.. being playful we hopped from 1 seat to another..
crossed over from 1 side to another..
after the movi, we went to walk around new JP since i've not had the chance to go there..
haha.. went shoe hunting..
saw fad's shoe that she bought at queensway selling for $10 while she bought it for $20 plus..
haha..
i first thought of buying the same shoe but settled for a white sandals selling at a bloody $6!!!!
omg.. super cheap sia..

then we went into this shoe shop and we saw this guy ..
OH MY GOD~~~
my heart melted...
my mind went blank for a second..
his smile~~
indescribable..

we purposely passed that shop twice..
haha.. lame sia..
cant believe we did that..
haiz.. happy sey..

today had to go to campus..
when i reached, there was not a soul in campus..
haiz..
lucky i transfered some new vid into my mp4..
can watch.. hehe..
bbla bla bla happened..
i got presents again!! yay..
this year i'm so pampered sia..
Octopus made a penguin card for me!!! so sweet!!
Steven gave me a baby bugs bunny mini cushion..
adorable sia..
he was worried that i wouldnt like his gift cos everyone bought stuffed toys for me..
so he made me promised him that i would open it at home..
omg.. i screamed when i saw the content..
super adorable sia..
i totally bringing it tmr to Desaru..
Tonny sent me home again..

Congrats to those who passed the BHI exam..
those who failed, still got time to improve..
god bless u all..
hehe..

i seriously love this year's birthday..

2009-04-07T17:32:00.002+08:00

lol..
i just finished reading bloggies..
when i read fad's bloggy.. i have to admit that i laughed a bit at how our shortcut names are so alike..
fad.. ad.. nad..
nad..fad..ad..
its just difference of a letter..
weird huh...

haha.. sorry that i didnt follow to the shoe expedition to queensway..
i malas la..
super duperly malas..
hehe..

this coming thursday, have to go to campus to collect my result and time-table..
then there's luncheon with the newbies..
at first it was decided at 9am.. then it was changed to 11am..
wth.. start late.. finish late sia..
omg... waaaahhhh...
but nvm la.. before that got time to eat breakfast..
if i dun wake up late la.. standard...
i have to admit that i'm soooo looking forward to meeting them all..

thanks everyone who send their wishes and gave presents for my 18th big day..
ouh ya..
Miss Nadia.. u still owe me my braclets and UMBRELLA - ella- ella- eh - eh..
god noes how long u kept it...
lol..

2009-04-02T20:14:00.010+08:00

be prepared for a long post of love~

Monday
finally met the 2 lovelies after my morning lecture..
its been a million year since i met them..
ok.. so i'm exaggerating.. but its been super long..
as usual i had to wait for the 2 makciks..
went for lunch and we hang out at JP Starbucks...
there, we met the boys from 4e1..
coincidence much..
they were still in contact with each other..
like how we are as well..

i tasted my 1st caramel frapp..
omg.. heaven sia..
the oreo cheesecake also..
but too bad fad had an allergic reaction after..

Tuesday
actually i had the day off of sch..
but they asked me to come to sch to celebrate my 18th bday..
being an excited but lazy freak..
i had my mum send me cos i lazy to take bus..
i came at 7.45am when they told me to come at 12, after some of them finish their morning lecture..
at first i thought we will have a simple celebration..
but Cool almost turned the whole 3rd level into a disco..
he brought those big speakers playing techno music..
all i could say then was "omg"..
i spend the whole morning watching videos..
after that, me & tonny had our 3rd date at Mcdonalds..
he drove..
haha.. finally after all the waiting..
the party finally started..
i was super speechless at the cake..
it fricking had my name on it!!!!!
my 1st time i had a cake with my name on it..
music was blasting at the background..
Zoo told Cool to play a birthday song..
but he didnt have it.. lol..
i laughed so hard when i saw my birthday present..
a big panda bear.. that played techno music..
haha.. super kawaii.. i love it so much..

when they all sang me a birthday song...
they all told me not to cry cos i think my expression showed it all..
i managed to control it la..
omg.. i was super touched by their effort, everything..

after the party ended as Zoo had class..
me & tonny went out again..
sent Nakul & Vy home and we went to get coffee at Starbucks..
guess wat i had..
haha.. caramel frapp!!~
i was so tired by the time we got back to campus cos there was so much commotion in the car..
at 3 plus.. Tonny, Jyng & Xiu Kai sent me home cos i couldnt possibly carry the bear home..
3 personal bodyguards sia..
wat a dream come true.. LOL...

when i got back, da-ge smsed me..
in his sms, i finally realised that he wore so nice on that day cos he wanted to take pics with me..
omg.. i so stupid sia..
i felt so bad..
the i promised him we'll take it the next day..

Steven & my bear

Xiu Kai

Jyng

Wednesday
had breakfast with my mum cos she had off day..
so i reached sch quite late..
when i arrived i was greeted by another present from Eric...
totally unexpected to get a present from him..
it was a cute cow stuff toy..
omg.. i feel like a small girl again..

had such a hard time persuading this girl to take pic

Last pic is the present Eric gave me..
cute rite?

Thursday
Term Break starts for me!!!!
i can finally sleep in peace..

2009-03-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

meeting yesterdae started really late..
cos we had to wait for someone..
in the beginning i wanted him to be happy with her..
but now..
everything seems really awkward when i'm with her...
maybe i'm feeling guilty..
maybe i'm feeling jealous.. i dun noe..
he was there for me from the very beginning..
when i'm sad or alone..
he would unknowingly bring a smile from the sky for me..

just that i wasnt looking hard enough..
i noe he doesnt feel that way towards me..
but i dun expect anything..
just i feel that i'm happy just the way things are rite now and i have no rite to alter it..

i'm just waiting for a period for me to sit and pour everything out..

2009-03-26T22:29:00.005+08:00

this are the rest of the pics that were at Octopus hp..
finally she uploaded at her com..

~~~~~~~

my holidays are starting in a week's time..
but sadly its only for a week..
hey.. still its a holiday rite?

now left with one more module..
some food hygiene thing la..
haiz..
penat sia..
terkejar sane..
terkejar sini..
now got panda eyes oreadi..
got off day oso canot sleep in..
need to go for meeting..

idiot

2009-03-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

im not what i seem to be..
hurting inside but not able to say it out..
a smiling face doesnt really show a person's true emotions..
i'm trashed up pretty bad..

2009-03-18T21:03:00.005+08:00

story-telling time~~..

Monday
like a fish out of the water, i realised that 242 is no longer going to the usual route..
like an idiot, i was q-ing at the 242 stand..
then this staff gave out the pamphlet for the new bus 241..
i was like- u r giving this to me now? when i cant get out of the line.. when the 241 bus just passed..
OMG.. i had to q again at the 241 stand..

Tuesday
went out to Vivo cos afternoon class was canceled..
it was so hot.. after in the morning it rained heavily..
went to eat at Food Republic..
had to walk in circles until i could find something that i could eat..
similar style like ayam penyet, but they called it ayam cobek..
auntie so nice gave me a discount card..
haha.. can u say lucky??
after that we went window shopping..
saw this totoro anime character which cost $345..
its like super huge that u cant even carry it but to drag it home..
OMG... i didnt know Vivo had a pet shop..
the puppies were ADORABLE!!!!!
hamsters.. rabbits..
they even sell dog clothing which were super cute...
after that we went to play at the sky park..
not so fun cos it was too hot and there were this ITE group playing and our things almost got wet..
went home after that and KO-ed..

Today
had role-play assessment..
OMG.. super nervous sia..
but i think pretty ok considering i got 87.7%..
not bad..

Tmr
there's another test..
need to study for it..
since my FO test, i skipped an entire qn..
haiz..

My Fav-est pic..
too bad its not complete with everyone..

hamsters..

our place..

there are more pics..
but they are with Octopus..
so just wait for it la..

2009-03-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

Nice?
haha..
I Love It!!
___________________________

Has been 2 days since he talked to me..
hah..
both of us are avoiding each other..
esp me..
i'm so obvious arent i?
just that i'm letting everything go..
including u..
..
..
i'm sorry..

2009-03-05T18:34:00.004+08:00

i finally realised the real reason to my hatred to those girls..
..
..
..
..
..
no matter how hard i try to forget..
those feeling always seems to come running back..
those girls felt ur care and love..
i felt it too..
the pain inside..
even if in ur eyes were only them..
..
..
when u didnt say a word to me that day, my day wasnt normal..
everyone could felt it..
they saw how i felt even as i was trying as hard as possible to hide it..
but hard as it was to convince them that i was ok..
i was fine..
when actually i wasnt..
i really wasnt..
i felt like crying..
i felt like dying..
i felt guilty most of all..
i was afraid that he would hate me forever..
even as i fully know that u are a dangerous person, having the ability to make people fall for u..
i still did..
but i tried to be firm..
i was over u for a while..
but now..
i'm fully aware..
the real reason was that i was still in love with u..

2009-02-27T18:26:00.006+08:00

on Wednesday there was a fire drill practice..
or so as i thought it to be..
imagine my shock when the alarm went off suddenly..
i thought my ears were going to bleed..
so all of us went down to the fire assembly area..
it was fucking raining for god's sake..
i was practically cussing & swearing the GM for having a practice during the rain..
but when we arrived, we were told that it was a fake fire drill..
all of us thought that the drill was for the EIS students..
had to climb the stairs again..
fucking tiring sia...

yesterday, it was delay's birthday..
we gave him a really unique present..
boxers!!!! hehe..
Zoo Mafia wanted to go out and celebrate..
so i suggested Jurong point..
haha.. main reason is that its near my house..
i also found out the cause for the fire drill..
someone had itchy hands, go and break the alarm..
but i promised to keep it a secret so i wont say the name la...
wtfh sia...

walked around for a while and they decided to eat at the kopitiam..
i just eat ice kacang..
after that we decided to take pics..
we were finding a place to take pics when a security guard told us that the toilet was downstairs..
OMG.. do we look like we were looking for the toilet??!!??
i think we look more like gong gong sia..
i couldnt tahan laughing..
omg.. so paisey sia..

today delay taught us a new hierachy of control for sex..
super funny sia..
omg... i cried laughing..

my fav pic

my baby, Octopus..

wearing the boxers we bought for him..

Happy Birthday, Delay King Sky Edwin Teo Meei Haw!!!!

2009-02-25T08:08:00.003+08:00

it never seems to end..
the complications...
getting more & more out of hand..
does being popular really means so much?
having everyone listen to ur every word..

u r making me into a hypocrite..
smiling in front of u, but killing u behind ur back..
what do u expect me to do when u talk bad bout them to me..
u noe urself that i treasure them more than u..
u self-acclaim me to be ur good fren all that shit..
but i dun make noise..
cos it's ur choice..
but if u mess with my group..
u are not getting it only from them.. but from me as well..
im sorry if i broke ur trust..
but if u forced it to me.. i will not hold back...

2009-02-20T20:22:00.004+08:00

its the end of the week again..
another round of assignments weekend starting tmr..
lots has been going on...
but actually also nothing has been going on..
confused? haha.. me too..
lets just say that everything is just indescribable in plain words..

sometime he made me smile..
sometimes he make me hate him so much it still hurts..
T.I.M.E.. im still waiting for u to heal me..
i mostly recovered but its that small hole he made in my heart thats stained in blood..
what a bunch of crap feeling after reading what i wrote..

i'm desperate for a day out with them..
but the schedule makes it mission impossible..
we plan to buy something for us to rmbr our friendship..
but still thinking what would be best..

famile pic.. with an extra guy..

we were massaging each other and it became this long all of a sudden..

me, ah kong, da-ge..

happy famile..
♥.. Lots of Loves..♥

2009-02-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

OMG..
Cuteeeeeeee rite??
Arorableeee rite??
Hooooottttttttt rite??
almost fainted when i saw this..
kya!!!!

today was much hotter than usual..
i actually sweat in class..
during COTT.. we played a game..
as fate has it, all of us, Zoo members, were in a group and we won..
everyone was jealous saying that Raja showed favoritism to me.. jokingly la..
i was like wth sia..

a while ago, alex & me played animal farm..
making all sorts of animal sounds..
so malu sia even thou i'm alone in my room..
i think we too stress la..
lol...

next week is Delay King Bday..
dun noe what to buy for him..
haiz..

better think bout tmr 1st..
got demonstration to do..
sh*t la..
*baa baaaaaaaaa* distressed sheep..

2009-02-14T00:27:00.003+08:00

its 30 mins into Valentine's Day...
wanna say I love all of u guys so damn much..
everyone from the past, present and maybe the future too..
Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Playing with YC's webcam

i jakon la..

my superheroes when i'm in trouble

my one abusive darling

my face like crap..

my face like crap.. again..

2009-02-13T22:08:00.008+08:00

u asked me why i wasnt attracted to u..
i gave an ans that i dont fall for guys like u..
but the truth is, i once did really fell for u..
just that i hid it well enuf for u not to notice..

i received news that Chili got rejected on Valentine's Day.
omg... that girl canot be any more cruel..
i feel super bad for him..
he gave her a red rose in the morning, and she rejected him in the late afternoon..
can u say dejavu?

same thing happen with my friend in school..
the valentine party in school was quite fun..
since i was the games-in-charge, of course i had to make them suffer..
gays n lesbos... haha..

Best pic ever

Raja & Novi

shy gays

the gays in pink

Best Compatible Couple

i skip going to sch today..
went to the airport..
after and went to cut my hair..

2009-02-07T13:48:00.003+08:00

2009-02-07T13:46:00.001+08:00

Fucking hell..
more and more problems...
im sensing a thunderstorm coming..
but no way am i going to let it go on..

2009-01-29T20:15:00.002+08:00

evryone has a new phone..
everyone except me..
hahaha..
but thinking again, mayb im happy with my current one..
so i wont be changing it anytime soon..

had a role-play tday for DWCS module..
super paisey sia...
but should be good enough for a good grade la.. *cross -fingers*
went to the CityView at clementi..
the so-called new mall which is still half way finish..
so many food sia.. got ramen ten!!! so good!!
hahaha..
finally can get to eat it..
i think..

Happy Bday to Fad..
better appreciate the sms i sent u..
i spent such a long time to think of it..
original from Lyna.. hahaha..

2009-01-28T00:38:00.002+08:00

will update sooner or later..

maybe later..

much later..

Valentine's coming, but im still bleeding..
lolz...
i need ideas on how to decorate for a Valentine's Day party..
flood me with ideas pls..

over~

2009-01-21T19:55:00.001+08:00

my heart is hurting..
so pain sia...
god, help me forget him.....

pls...

2009-01-20T17:48:00.005+08:00

i finally bought something for the birthday boys..
but 1 of them didnt say thank u..
how rude~
mei li mao..
now u understand when i say that we are always taken for granted..

i bought new clothes last week..
but when i wore them today..
some Lion called me Willy Wonka..
wth..
does Willy Wonka wear a purple shirt with black stripes?
tmr need to wear the professional outfit again..
so leceh sia..
haiz..
den later need to do hmwk..
after CNY, my timetable will be so pack sia..
waaahhh...
so hate it..

2009-01-16T17:15:00.003+08:00

had a celebration of the two birthdays that will happen over the weekends..
for me.. i wasnt quite entusiastic bout it..
reason? it was HER bday..
and it was also Arthas's bday..
so my mood wasnt quite good cos they werent being fair to him...
me and YC was being out-casted..
the feeling was so painful..
we had become invinsible..

because of her, me and YC had to climb up & down the stairs..
we wanted to go for luch cos YC hasnt eaten for the whole morning..
but cos of her, we couldnt eat peacefully..
when Lion called,we had to bring our half eaten food up when we just sat our butts on the beach at the canteen, despite telling him that we were in the middle of eating..
then at the lounge area, there was no space for us to sit so we had to eat, standing..
but no one cared..
we were already invinsible in the eyes of others...

both of us are always taken for granted..
and its very tiring..

2009-01-07T19:32:00.002+08:00

guess wat...
my flu came back..
maybe i wasnt getting enuf sleep...
cos i've been sleeping quite late these days..
arhh.. wth...

im alone at home with nothing to do...
haiz...
how pathetic can i be?

2009-01-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

i just realised that i haven updated for the year 2009..
wanna wish everyone happy new year..
and happy belated birthday to Jyng!!!

new year = new opportunities = new friends..
sch wil be starting next mon 120109..
kinda excited cos will be getting a new batch of students..
meeting all my friends again after that time when i didnt really got a chance to say goodbye to them..
so when i see them i wanna hug them to make up for that lost..
haha..

tmr baby will be going mountain climbing..
whateva la..
i have a feeling that he's gona hate it
we'll see...
he's coming back on fri...

recently i heard of a saying.."good friends are not how long u know each other, but how comfortable u are with each other..."
actually i heard it from Kang Hodong..
haha..
i really believe it.. its true if u think about it..

just now on the new..
yes.. i do watch news u noe..
the show "The Little Nyonya" made headlines for the most successful top rated drama in history.. (something like that la)
haha.. that show is really different from other chinese dramas i've watched...
Mediacorp doesnt need to promote it in Msia la..
cos msians are already watching it..
during the chalet, all of the msians and me of course, watched it..
we were all doing our things but when the channel switched to channel 8,
all of us were glued to the tv..
hahaha..
found out that they also watched it back in Msia..
technology now is super incredible huh?

i wana change my hp..
but i just couldnt find any hp that attracts me..
all the hps look simillar to one another..
there's no more uniqueness to a brand..
i still prefer Nokia la..
but i dun mind changing to another brand..
i need recommendations...

oh and i wana resign as the student commitee secretary..
the position is too much for me..
even my friends say that whenever im in the meeting i look so serious that they are afraid..
omg..
and i need to think of how to celebrate 2 birthdays together..
waahhh....

yea.. i think thats all...
hahha
ciao..

2008-12-31T15:57:00.002+08:00

this is gona be the last post for the year 2008..
its the new years eve..
2009 is tmr...
how incredible is that??

2008 has been a good year for me..
met new friends..
loved old friends..
had its up & downs..
but i had fun..

2009 is gona be an awesome year..
finally able to apply for my driving license..
company anyone??
finally of legal age to do stuffs...
but of course im a good gal la..
hahaha..

To Everyone:
Have a great new year's eve.. Enjoy every moment of it..
Resolutions anyone??

Love Ya....♥♥

2008-12-26T08:46:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas!!
anyone had a good xmas??
cos mine sux..
only went to JB for shopping..
bought a new bag.... again....
the last bag i bought is still in the plastic wrapper not even opened yet..
hahah.. i have a fetish over bags and jewelery..

started on a new drama a few days ago..
absolute boyfriend..
not bad la.. the robot is ok-looking...
there's no such thing about an ideal boyfriend..
like them.. now they are sweet, funny and may look guillible..
but who would have though that they once used to be in the mafia industry...
its hard to not to judge people by their looks or the way they talk or carry themselves..

i once thought that we will always be 1..
but recently that has gone down the drain..
because of her u disrespect us and use us for ur benefits...
which side of ur small ass brain would u think that we would help u send her home for u???
she can walk issint is?
she's fucking 19.. and u r asking a 17 yr old girl to send her home?
thats fucking retarded issint it?
why should we send her home?
u wanted her so u have to do it..
that girl and us have nothing to do with each other...
my god.. what an idiot..

사랑 고통스럽다

2008-12-21T20:32:00.004+08:00

its official..
im sick..
wat a convenient time to be sick..
with holidays starting and all..
so i can relax & rest at home..

chatted with Jyng just now..
my first time.. huahaha..
that boy is SUPER SWEET!!!!
i already noe that he's sweet..
but who would have thought he was THAT sweet..
he's me & Grace's hero during the chalet..
whole story? lets just say it involved some animals..

ok.. so i chatted with him..
got to know that he was also down with fever..
must be that XK la..
spread the flu to everyone..
making things worse, cool was also sick..
double the effect..

some thing he said made me happy inside..
he care for me even thou he is also sick..
but get this straight..
i do NOT have a crush on him..
he's on the way to be one of my bros..

Arthas is in Ipoh..
cool went to Penang..
everyone else is in JB, i think..
no idea who else went back to their hometown..

I MISS THEM ALREADY LA AFTER 1 DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
how the hell am i going to wait 3 weeks?

2008-12-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

hiya all...
just came back this morning..
and im still super sleepy..
many things happened ..
we found our personal Mr. Perfect..*melting*
i learnt about their past..
fights almost broke out..
dogs almost chased us..
but most importantly, we had fun..

im having a sore throat now..
not sure if its cos i laughed too much or he spread it all to us..
but no worries.. i have lots of time to recover..

2008-12-18T13:30:00.005+08:00

ok so i posted this a few days late..
but watever la..
this day we had our 1st RCBS christmas party..
too lazy to post the full story la..
so i'll just post pics..

2008-12-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

i had my 1st industrial visit today..
Location: Siloso Beach Resort..
what a day..
embarrassing myself..
it as hot like crazy wearing the shirt..
omg.. feel like smacking myself..

took off at around 9.30am and we reached at 10++
omg.. that place is hell for someone wearing heels..
the ground was so uneven..
me & Sop had to hold hands trying to walk around the whole place...
but omg..
the rooms are SUPER NICE!!!!!!
esp the villas..
room rate for the villas is $1000 p/n..
$1000 per nite!!!! OMG...
so many things i could buy..
but the place is seriously NICE!!!!
the honeymoon room for couples is so romantic!!!
waaaaaaaahhhhhh.. im so high..lol..

Sop also had an embarrassing moment..
she was too hungry that her stomach growled..
and the room we were in at that time was super quiet..
so pretty much everyone could hear it..

Me, Sop, Bernice, Alex, Francis, Eric & Rashpal dropped at vivo..
went to B.K cos we were too hungry liao..
after that we went to the bar
(duno what the name) Broteiz or someting..
the guys had beer..
i wanted to order iced coffee..
but the price could kill someone..
OMG... the mug were like HUGE..
1 litre mug.. i was like so shocked to see the size of the mug..
the beer smelled sweet.. the ambience was also quite nice..
the way Sop drank her beer was like she was drinking water..
we were all amazed.. haha

took a cab back to campus..
we took 2 cabs & we like racing with each other to campus..
i think the taxi driver thinks we are childish..
hahah.. but who cares?
we reached campus at around 2++..
me, Sop & Alex have to do our project..
after so much delays, managed to finish discussing at exactly 5pm..
wth.. couldnt go swiming sia..
but i dropped by the pool to sit around for a while & watch the msians swim..
omg... not a memorable sight..
haiyo.. the new lifeguard has 6 pecs but could really see the face..

at Boon Lay Interchange, there was a jam..
waited so long for 242..
the busses were like honking at each other...
when i finally reached home, it was almost 6.30pm..
haiyo..

what a day...

2008-12-11T20:25:00.002+08:00

Im stressed out by John's assignment..
Im having a headache..
Im mortified to be selected for the SC again..
Im horrified that they voted for me..
Im sleepy..
Im cranky..
Im tired...
Im going to bed..

ouh ya.. no matter how an expert u are in handling a fire..
one day u will eventually get ur hands burnt..

even as we are now lying low doesnt mean that we accepted her..
just means that we are too busy to let the situation be the main focus of our attention..

updates:
tmr -> typing test..
Monday -> need to hand in John assignment..
Tuesday -> need to give the presents..
Thursday -> Xmas Party!!!
Friday -> HOLIDAY STARTS!!!

im desperate for the term break..

2008-12-05T20:59:00.002+08:00

I am super lacking of sleep..
and today, was the most hell-tic day of my life..
all cos of that stupid Irish lecturer..
WTFFFFFFFH...
i seriously wish that he would just go and die...
what seriously is his problem?
when he's in a bad mood, he takes it out on us..
he's like a time bomb; waiting to explode..

enuf of that asshole..
had accounts test PT.1 today..
and i didnt even bother to study..
hahaha..
but guess what my marks was..
i got 55 marks... upon.... 55..!!!
HUAHAHAHAHA
can u believe it??
I GOT FULL MARKS FOR ACCOUNTS!!!
man.. if Mr Singh were here.. his eyes will pop out sia..

time to pop the champagne bottle and celebrate for me being an accounts geek..

2008-12-02T19:49:00.004+08:00

what do you call a girl who has trap guys around her fingers like puppets??
B.I.T.C.H...
thats what she is..

He came back yesterday..
Steven showed me something that made my eyes pop out, my heart race 100km/h..
him & her.. at the park.. acting so lovey-dovey..
how is He going to react when he sees the pics??
the qn keep spinning in my head..

finally He arrived at school..
and the 1st person he find was Her..
i could see that he was anxious to see her, not knowing what had happened in the past week when he went to Korea..
i just had to show Da-ge the pics..
trying to secretly show them without Him knowing..
but feeling pity for him.. we ended up showing the pics to Him..
i could see in his eyes that he was shocked & disappointed..
he denied it.. but the pain was too obvious for me to see..

he buy a souviner for all of us..
a cute little doll which i hang at my hp..
but for that special someone..
a whole plastic bag..
when i looked inside, there was this panda toy kinda thing, a panda notebook & some other small items..
but the thing that hurt me the most was that he bought for her a heart-shaped handphone strap..
not knowing what happened in that 1 week..
and he thought that she was waiting for him here in Singapore..
thought that she would accept him into her life..
not knowing that she was with the Lion, having fun, acting like a couple..
my heart tore when i realised his intention of buying the heart strap..
an idiot could even realised that he wanted to convey his love through it..

he was unlike himself the whole day..
quiet and reserved to himself..
maybe trying to accept the fact that he has no chance..
i dun know..

today, during lunch, Da-ge told me that yest they sent her home..
Lion was angry and called them idiots..
he must have really liked her so much..
i can see that he dun want to face the truth..

Is she that special to for u guys to fight with each other?
what happened to the family that became so close after knowing each other for a short time??
is our friendship THAT fragile that any random person is able to break that bond?

i still remember that day when we help Cool find his car keys just to find him sitting around looking at the international kids..
i remember how u guys was so entusiastic and co-operated to train for the match which never happened..
i remember our 1st outing togerther to Carl's Junior, where Cool practically drank the chilli sauce..
when we played at the arcade where we played those games together..
when we played a prank on Cool & his underwear in public..
our 2nd outing where we went to Seoul garden, ate to our stomach's content..
shooting each other with the tadpole jellies..
going to the Flyer.. taking pics and playing at the stones at the garden..
walking all around trying to find our way home.. waiting for hours for the bus..

what happened to that friendship so close that we considered each other family??
when we could talk about everything and anything under the sun..
when nothing was kept secret..

a qn is constantly on my mind these days..
seeing the situation now..
i wonder..

ARE WE REALLY OVER???

2008-11-29T16:04:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated 28th Birthday to my Ohno Satoshi!!
Banzai~!!!

the days went so fast..
now its Dec already..
yesterday a group of potential student came to have a look at the school..
ooohhhhh..
i saw 1 or 2 cute guys!!
hope they sign up cos the school is seriously in need of cute guys..
pray.. pray.. pray~!!!!

i realise that recently everyone's mood has been going down..
not sure why thou..
monday, Cool's going back..
part of me wants to see action..
but part of me is also afraid of what the action will be..
i dun want this friendship to be strained cos of the 2 of them..
it's bad enuf that they already dun like u but considering our past friendship they still talk to u..
but stepping over the limits will find us ignoring u & her..

the 2 of them is getting on my nerves..
bit by bit, they are showing their relationship in the open..
asking about us behind our backs..
sorry yo..
as u dun realise that both of u are on ur own..
cos all of us dun & wont acknowledge ur relationship...
even if u ask one of us behind our backs..
u wont get anything out of our mouths..
u shld tell ur gal to back off & not try to squeeze into our Zoo as we dont have a space for her..
good that u have realised that u are not our lion anymore..
althou we wont have as much fun as b4.. i know that we will manage without u..

maybe in the future we can find a space for the bith of u again..
but the future is still unseen..

2008-11-24T20:53:00.004+08:00

the situation was a bit awkward for me..
us girls were talking about..
S.E.X
wahahaha..
being an amature and underage *ahem.. ahem*
it post as a really interesting topic for me talking with 2 experienced girls..
i learnt how it is really like to do it..
obviously i'm not gona post everything we talk about here..
*some privacy pls..*
one thing let to another and the topic lasted for an hour..
hahaha..

as a good mei mei~
waited for them as usual till 4..
polayed with them..
today, we played with the alarm..
they stufed paper in the alarm cos it was really getting on everyone's nerves..
u wont believe the tactics they had..
i was trying not to laugh cos i was recording the crime in action..
not able to laugh became so hard that i was crying buckets..
my stomach and throat hurt a lot and my jaw was so tired..

now i have to do the bloody assignments..
ouh ya..
i am begining to hate the girl from vietnam..
super sucker..

we are preparing to buy popcorn when Cool comes back from Korea..
its the time where all the action begins...

today didi fa fong liao..
poor da-ge got one hand print on his right side of his face..
hahaha..
see la.. who ask u to take her driving license & see her photo?
haiyo..

2008-11-17T19:42:00.005+08:00

more pix-ies!!!

Founder's Day Ceremony(17.11.08)..

da ge soldier in suit..
the pretty ladies & handsome mens..
men in suits..
bernice & alex..
getting ready..

at the Expo..

Cool getting hit for making us wait 30mins..
promise..
friendship star.. sort of..
i like this.. makes me look thin.. huahahaha

he has never seen a seatbelt in a bus b4..
thats me in white..

2008-11-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

i was day-dreaming and i found out that during my days in RC..
there was loads of things that happened to me..

i got kissed by the hand by da-ge..
my 1st overnight chalet..
my 1st time in someone else's car without my mom..
my first time being afraid for my life cos Cool was driving..
got my first retarded friend which is Cool..
first time being so close to someone knowing her for only 1 month..
first time someone was jealous of me.. (unbelivable)
first time talking of porn (dont ask) so freely and casually and repeatedly.. (wtfh)
got more hugs in 1 month than i got before coming to RC..
got so much love from Zoo.. esp YC, da-ge, Tonny, Steven..
got called darling by a guy for the first time..
went into the male toilet and saw a lecturer brushing his teeth.. (we were playing)

bla bla bla.. the list goes on..

the reason i go to school so excitedly is bcos of them..
i esp love the time before and after lesson ends..
which is from 7.30am - 9am.. and after 4.15pm..
we have so much fun playing..
i always get breathless cos of laughing too much..
i get really hyper whenever we have any outings together..
in the morning, its always me, da-ge, YC and Steven..
we would gossip over everything..
play and laugh over nothing...
they are the closest to me..

i discovered that i can get really hyper..
like last friday during our excurssion to the Asia Pacific Food Expo 08..
i was super hyper..
that was super unusual for me..
even i was surprised at myself..
i also realised that i am really pampered by all of them..
and that i also pamper them a lot..
even when i'm the youngest, i am the one who would worry over their tests..
sitting outside their classroom seeing how they would do..
always going back with them that they know what i would do in the MRT..
which is hold on tightly to the pole..
if i cant hold onto the pole..
they would let me hold onto their bags or hands..
esp Tonny..
we have a lot of secrets together...
hahaha..

i love them to bits and pieces...
i remembered what da-ge said sometime ago..
he said that we have to make full use of the time we have together in school..
cos after we finish our school, we might not see each other..
being in different countries makes it worse..
cos we might totally lose contact with each other...
at least we would have our memories to remind us of the times and fun we had..

2008-11-15T06:54:00.009+08:00

hey3..
pics time..
i'll post all the nice ones...
they are all in random order la..

me & yong cheng
me & alex
cool

a camwhore who took himself with my hp..

mr muscle..

the 2 perverts.. look where his hand is placed..

candid!!
da-ge & his udon
alex & laoda
udon boy..
sean..
friends..

thanks for the awesome MRT ride home, guys..
even though people thought we were all nuts..
i reached home at 9pm..

going to watch Madagascar 2 later at vivo..
i've decided not to take the part-time dip..

2008-11-13T21:24:00.004+08:00

i couldnt face him..
but i canot not talk to him..
cos we are in the same group..
and he will suspect..

yesterday.. stupid da-ge bluffed me..
it's something special..
cant write it down..
its our little secret..
i cant believe that i fell for it..
BAKA!!

da-ge got a photoshoot today..
and i had afternoon class..
thank god that John gave us a break at the right moment cos i got to see him b4 the shoot..
SUPER SUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he looked totally different that i had to laugh...
with a suit and his hair made up..

this was taken at the canteen during my break with my lousy camera phone..

tmr we are going to the Asia Pacific Food Expo..
im gonna make sure we take loads of pics..

2008-11-12T19:25:00.004+08:00

finally, im back..
sorry for the long absence..
i was busy with stuffs.. haha

many things happened these past few days..
wish they were happy ones..
but we cant all have what we want..

we are breaking up..
i'm tearing up inside bcos of this..
we are not as happy as we used to be..
we are starting to hate each other..
HATE is a strong word..
but it is the most appropriate word for this..

i'm forgetting about him..
i'm shutting him out of my life..
he broke up with his gf..
but likes someone i know..

am i just supposed to sit by and get hurt?
it was his bday today..
just for one last time, i wana do something for him..
make him smile..
i did.. and it's enough..
no matter how strong my feelings were for him in the past..
this is gona end right now..

i've done my crying..
my tissue box is empty..
and its time to move on..
time for me to try to save this friendship..
at least i want us to still be friends like before..
i have to think of them and not my own feelings..
they mean more than anything..
though it was short, they have become one of the most important part of my life..

i'm caught in the middle..

dun worry bout me..
my will is strong even if my body is breaking down..

2008-11-09T13:08:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

so just bear with me la..

2008-11-03T19:43:00.005+08:00

i was sick this morning..
but my family didnt know bout it..
woke up at 1am cos i was feeling super sick..
couldnt find any medicine so i took 2 tablets of Panadol Cold..
thank god my fever went down and i managed to get some sleep..

today was crazy as usual..
Cool sang on some website, similar to habbo, to the whole world..
paisei sia.. he sang with Arthas..
the song they sang was 'Sealed with a kiss'..
OMG

2008-11-02T03:53:00.003+08:00

i just realised that i have been neglecting the love of my life..
Kim Xiah Junsu..
haven really seen him these days..
but i have not forgotten bout u!!!

how can anyone forget that adorable face??!!!

2008-10-30T21:31:00.003+08:00

we really do love each other even if we dont say it..
my Zoo..
we are always '1 for all, all for 1'..
it's like our unsaid family motto..
i think we have really proven it today..
we had a last minute decision to go to IMM for lunch..
but Cool's group have not finish some of their work..

Arthas decided to stay behind to finish up the work so that the others could go to IMM..
but all of us wouldnt let him stay all alone behind in school..
we decided to wait for his group to finish..
no way were we going to leave him behind..
all of us scolded him for even thinking that we would leave him behind..

at around 1.30, we set off to IMM..
took bus 165 to clementi and took 105 to IMM..
we ate at the Bagus foodcourt..
luckily it was over the lunch hour so we found 3 tables side by side..
i bought seafood horfun..
shared with my big bro, Arthas.. he's also my dustbin.. hehe
actually i was hungry but i couldnt finish it because of Cool la..
after making me laugh the entire time and making it hard for me to eat,
he had the guts to say that i eat so slow..
he said that he could go to toilet and sai-sai and i would still be eating..
idiot la he..
luckily i never choked..
we took pics while walking around IMM..
used steven hp..
so all the pics are with him..

after that we went our separate ways cos some of us had to go back to school..
for me, i had a meeting..
but otw to school, Prem smsed me saying meeting was cancelled..
waaahhhh.. make my blood boil sia!!!
wasted my money..
i complained to angel..
hahaha.. luckily she ended early so we managed to go home together..

ouh..
i got a hug from the back by ND..
should i post what kind of hugs i get from him everyday??

2008-10-29T19:19:00.006+08:00

RC famillia and 1 extra Eric

Arthas & me.. with some freak in yellow..

Arthas & Pras
Vodka
Alex
Alex kena poke by me & yong cheng..
duno who's finger..

Alex, Pras, Vy
RC famillia
in class, candid shot..
picture perfect?
me & delay guy, Sky..(inside joke)

these are some of the pics taken at the sentosa chalet and yesterday..

i got another hug from ND again..
its getting me addicted to it..

2008-10-28T21:41:00.004+08:00

finally i have some spare time to update since my RC chalet on fri & sat..
super tired sia..
my legs still feel a little numb..

so many things happened at the chalet..
the more important ones, i have told twinnie angel..
got dirty, bad, and funny stories la..
so many to write till dont know where to start..
i have loads of pics to upload..
but too many laaa..
lazy wana upload..

i think my heart is going bonkers leh...
all nd fault la..

PABO IDIOT...

I GOT A HUG FROM ND TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Gambatte!!

finally i can use my com after 2 full days of invalid access..
haha.. cos i went out la..
sat went out to my mum's friend's open house at bukit batok..
we got lost at the begining..
and being me, i just ignore and listen to my mp3..
its not like i dont care, i just cant be bothered..

yesterday, went out at 11 to my grandma house..
my mum left me there cos she had to go back and fetched my bro..
bla bla bla..
at my grandma's house i keep eating my fav kueh..
untill finish sia.. then my grandma top-up the container for me..
haiyo the tempation..
super strong sia.. but i defeated it.. wuahaha..

today i reached home at 6.30pm..
really very tired sia..
after the 1 hour meeting for the chalet..
after so much problems, finally managed to find solutions..
pray that the chalet is a big success..*cross-fingers*
seriously need some snoozing time..

2008-10-17T15:10:00.002+08:00

tday me & Alex did something quite mean to a person who really deserved it..
follow the steps below and find out...

step 1: click pic to enlarge..
step 2:read the shout-out box..
step 3: guess who the culprit is..

2008-10-14T19:43:00.004+08:00

Ohno.. Nino..
kawaii ne?
lubb Ohno to the maxxx..

i think from now onwards, i will start to begin my post with Arashi's pics till i run out of any pics to post.. lol..

school has started again yesterday..
i was pretty excited to meet my friends again after the holidays till i couldnt get a good night sleep..
quite lame la.. haha..

started my Cert IV class..
omg.. that class has like 20 students..
the classroom felt so cramped and stuffy after being used to the Cert III class which was quite airy and has only a small number of students..
my time-table is super hectic sia..
enough of Cert IV..

there is 2 more guys who joined the Zoo..
honestly.. im not really sure of their names..
one is xiu kai.. the other is jin ying..
or something like that la..
*sorry if i made any mistakes.. lol..
they are da-ge's friends..
friends of any member of the Zoo is our friends too...

today the Zoo decided to have lunch together outside cos there were 2 cars available..
we had to think of ways to go out of school without E knowing..
we were all like keeping watch where he went so that we could sneak out of the school..
and we succeed!! Victory!!
at 1st wanted to have lunch at the clementi interchange there..
but change our minds and decided to have lunch at Ayer Rajah food centre..
when we arrived.. the place was so crowded..
after trying to find seats that could accommedate 10 people, we finally decided to packet back to school..
cos we were rushing for time to the next class..

then all the blablabla..
i couldnt keep my eyes open sia after lunch..
my neck also became stiff..
thank god the class was only 2 hours long..
if not maybe i might really fall asleep..

so now i wana go and find my best friend..
my most precious bed..

2008-10-09T16:17:00.003+08:00

im saying bye-bye to my holidays..
cos im starting school again on Mon..
where all the shit begins again..

endless assignments and commitee meetings..
will be another hectic 3 months till my next holiday break..
have to register for my B.T also b4 they change the age limit..
but seriously got no time..
haiz..
im so not ready for this..

2008-10-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

A.Ra.Shi...!!! A.Ra.Shi...!!! For Dream...!!!

ok im talking about ARASHI this time
well they're like my FAVORITE japanese singers and actors..
for those tho doesn't know, arashi is one of the most popular boy group in japan, they r from JOHNNY'S entertainment

PERSONAL INFO

he si

--Also known as MatsuJun, Jun-kun, King(by Arashi members), Do-S
--He was the first Japanese man who got on the cover of the Japanese edition of Marie Claire adorned.
--He is very well known because he is in many successful Doramas like Bambino, Gokusen, Kimi wa Petto and Hana Yori Dango.
--Likes Wine. A lot.
--Doesn't like it when things are dirty or messy
--Matsumoto Jun is one of the 3 "elites" in Johnny's Entertainment. He was hand picked by Johnny Kitagawa without having to go through an audition.

SHO SAKURAI

--Sho sings most Rap-Parts and is usually called sakurap by the fans.
--He was known with a temper when he was younger.
--He has written many lyrics for Arashi.
--He was the first one to make a solo concert.
--Since 2007, he is the Co-Host in the show news channel NTV Zero.
--He is a graduate of Keio University, a Japanese Ivy league school, and holds a Degree in Economics.
--Although he did not become leader of the group he is certified by the other members to have the best leadership qualities.
--Sho is also a great influence to his Kouhais(Juniors) because of his high education. Sho has influenced people like Tegoshi and Koyama from NewS

OHNO SATOSHI

--Band members will usually call Ohno Riida(Leader) or Captain.
--He won a game of jan-ken-pon against Sakurai Sho and was therefore chosen as leader of the group and often sings lead.
--At the same time, he is said to be Arashi's best dancer.
--In April 2006, he had a solo concert
--He is the member who is in the least Doramas and TV shows because he says he is shy in front of cameras
--Ohno is usually quiet in TV shows unless he is asked a question.

NINOMIYA KAZUNARI

AIBA MASAKI

--He played the saxophone but had to give it up after surgery because of a collapsed lung wing.
--He is the co-host in the Show Tensai! Shimura Doubutsuen.
--He has problems with his Japanese when it comes to reading kanji.
--Aiba claims to be able to speak English fluently but you can decide on that.
--Aiba is known to be the funny and dorky one.
--Aiba loves animals a lot so he has 3 dogs and a bird
--Sleeps with a soft toy
--Loves Basketball
--Joined Johnnys Entertainment because he thought he would be able to play basketball with SMAP

honto kawaii..
honto kakoi..
honto daisuki..

2008-09-29T03:57:00.003+08:00

Singapore's 1st Grand Prix F1 Night Race was kinda entertaining,
considering i'm not a F1 fan.. and the only racer i know is Lewis Hamilton..
typical me..
Team Ferrari was a big letdown, the most shiniest red formula1 car and they came in the last out of 13 racers..
and pressure from the big name; Ferrari..

Hari Raya is in 2 days.. pretty excited about it..
i'm not a fan of visiting relatives' houses but i'll do it for the ka-chings
hey, i'm only human.. and i need the cash..
but it still sounds a little mean doesn't it? haiz..

i still need to do my hair..
i'm still unsure if we are really going to the salon tmr..
just have to keep my fingers crossed..

i almost had a nervous breakdown last sat at IMM..
i was in Best Denki and there was this salesman who looked exactly like Nobuto..
i couldn't even look at him properly..
if i did, i have a feeling that i might hit him and start breaking down..
weird huh? yea.. i think its incredibly ridiculous..
i mean, i don't get why am i so affected by it..
haiz.. thats human for u..
don't really know what they want, like me..
want to meet him but reluctant to meet him..
they say TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS..
well, guess what Mr. i'm still waiting for my time to heal..

2008-09-26T10:10:00.006+08:00

5 days of hols has passed..
and cos of puasa, i have been superly bored..
only can watch vids..
vids oso duno wat vids to watch..

the Zoo chalet i think, wont be doing it..
cos the people who wanted to do it never inform me if cnfirm anot..
haiya.. now got nothing to look forward to..

yest i watch Koizora aka Sky of love (jmovie)..
wahh.. such a sweet love story..
i brawled my eyes out at the end..
so sad!!!
it really one of the best love story i've watched..
the day b4 oso i watch a kmovie; 7 days.
its a thriller.. so intense sia the movie.. but oso very good..
got hooked to it almost immediately..
im not a thriller movie person but to me the movie was very nice to watch..

now im blabering liao..
cos i have nothing to do..
i duno wat to watch..
online at msn oso no one wana chat..

the rain finally stop.. but seems like its gona rain again later..
sky so dark..

left bout 4 more days to raye..
wakakaka...
so happy cos it means can get duit raye n eat all the nice goodies again..
n also start skool, meet frens..
i wana eat mudpie again!!!
im such a sucker for chocolate..
i've become addicted to the mudpie n white chocolate dream at coffee bean..
wwwaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

maybe i should upload pics..

wait ar.. must check wat pic i wana put..

*checking in progress*

ok.. got it..

eat ur heart out ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-23T12:24:00.002+08:00

i decided to change my blogskin yest..
finished most of it yest..
tday add some finishing touches (chey..)
overall, im quite happy wif it..

yest laopa ask over msn if wana do a chalet for the zoo..
at bukit batok camp place thingy..
still indecisive over it..
cos the S.C.M wana organise a chalet too..
which means more $$$ will fly away..
haiyo..
i going to pokai soon..

guess wat, just now i found some $$$ in my drawer..
muahahaha..
hidden under my cosmetic box.. Lucky~

should i post pics??
hmm..
mayb not..

2008-09-18T19:45:00.006+08:00

had accounts test tday..
and guess what the whole thing coulnt balance..
wtfh.. got so stressed up sia..
in the end, i just handed the damn paper in..

went down to canteen to find the boys..
lol.. we got into a photo frenzy cos we will not be seeing each other for the next 3 weeks..
waited for Marcus and we went to Marina Sq..
it was super damn hot sia..
walao.. had to alight somewhere cos the bus didnt go the way we tot it would..
walked for at least 30 mins..
we were all getting tired sia..
just to have a meal, we had to walk for so long..
but finally we reach our destination..
Seoul Garden...
got 3 tables and the boys quickly got their food...
me and xiaodi went to get our food when the boys came back..
walao, the food on their plates were gone when we came back..
their plates was clean sia..
haiyo..

began cooking the raw things..
hahaha.. had so much fun..
i got fed by Sky his fried vegetables with korean chilli..
super surprised sia..
he was like say ahh.. but the veggie fell cos it was too hot..
then he took another one and fed me..
haha.. jealous much? lol..
we were like a real family sia... everyone cook and gave food to others..
laoge cook for us the satay meat..
hahaha.. we have a cook in the family.. Steven!!
he cook for us noodles but it was full of veggies and mushrooms sia..
i dun like mushrooms!!
hahaha.. we ate ice kacang without the filling.. loads of ice-cream..
super full sia.. and in the end of everything..
we had a food fight in Seoul Garden..
i have a feeling that all our parents will surely shake their heads at this..
hahaha.. everyone got attacked by flying tadpoles pearls thingy..
it was quite shocking and a bit painful sia..
and gross too considering it was coated with saliva..
one tadpole almost wentin my mouth sia.. hit my cheek..
walao.. painful sia..
stupid laoma..
den ah-gong continued eating ice-cream..
but when he eat, got some paper got into his ice-cream..
funny sia.. he put it in his mouth and spit it out..
haiyo..

after that we went to buy famous amos cookies..
only laopa la..haha.. but the smell can seriously kill someone sia..
so nice~!!!
after that went to see the Singapore Flyer..
hahaha.. didnt go into the capsule la..
too expensive..
we went to the garden below it..
we took lots of pic..
the security guard tot we were damaging the garden and kinda followed us..
cos the boys were standing on the rocks and all..
hahaha..
so paisei sia..
cos we were all tired and some of us needed to do hmwrk..
we started on home..
but waiting for the bus took forever sia..
hahah.. me n xiaodi saw a very unsightly thing ever..
a really pretty ang moh lady scraching her butt and adjusting her pantties..
walao...

since the bus we wanted to take was not showing up,
we took another bus..
but the driver didnt know how to open the door..
must be a new guy..
waited for about 15 mins for him to open the door..
haiyo..
had to alight sumwhere and walk to City hall Mrt..
so tired sia..
finally got on the train and went home..
hahaha.. super fun but tiring day la..

ouh ya.. mummy got a job since she quited her last one!!
congrats.. she's starting on Mon if nothing goes wrong..

here are the photos taken tday..

2008-09-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

i just got the link..
laopa uploaded this on youtube..
watch and u will see the retardness of my beloved class..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fja5Ia-NdVo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e2nAD3L0DA8

2008-09-17T20:09:00.004+08:00

walalala..
hahaha.. tday i've gone a bit nuttie..
chey.. no la.. im just happy cos my hols is in less than a week's time..
and i get 3 weeks of hols which is better than last term break..
but im also super sad la..
cos i wont be in Cert III liao wif all of them..
im going to Cert IV in October..

but nevamind, i can still meet them in school..
but it wont be the same la~~~~~~~~

haha.. enuf of that..
u wouldnt guess what we did today..
we had a photoshoot!!!
lol.. im totally serious...
actually it was supposed to be me, Alex, Arthas and Sky..
but being the overprotective family we are, all of us went for the photoshoot..
hahaha.. the intention was to accompany those who was having the photoshoot..
but eventually all of us got involved in it..
and we got to take our 1st ever family protrait..
but the pic is in Laopa's hp la..
later i ask from him.. hehe..
super fun sia..
some of them tried to climb the wall and our grandpa got stuck doing it..
lol.. he was dangling on the wall..
hahaha.. it was superly incredibly hot sia..
after that we went to the gym and took some pic of them playing basketball..
hahaha..
Sean, the photographer, bought for us chilled mineral water.. but i tday puasa la..
haiya..
tmr got accounts test..
and after that we might be going out..
depending if my mom wont freak out last minute...
haiyo.. leceh sia..

these r some of the pics i took during the phototshoot..
but not a lot la..

sean the photographer.. the models..
basketball models..
hahaha.. F4..
our very own Cert III models..
laoma repairing his hard-disk.. haiyo
last but not least.. our laoge...

2008-09-14T16:57:00.002+08:00

i used to L.O.V.E weekends..
but now.. weekends are dedicated to assignements and more assignements..
which i totally HATE..
im beginning to dread the weekends..

now i LOVE weekdays..
cos thats when i get to see my Family Zoo..
love them lots..
haha..
laopa want to bring us to Popeyes on Thursday after skool..
haiya.. dunno can go anot..
want to tell my mom what sia?
tgh puase summore..
haiya.. tis laopa arh..

2008-09-11T16:09:00.002+08:00

we kapok the drinks at Carl's JR..
in bus.. took from laopa hp..

Tun Datuk Sri Retard Cool

omg.. look at his face..
grandpa's car and driver
dun blame me.. got it from laopa's hp.. laopa pervet sia..
laoma and bro..

the drink that we mixed pepper in.. wanna taste?
laoma~!!!
the amount of chilli sauce that grandpa used.. its real!!!!! no joke..

best day ever!!!

2008-09-10T20:17:00.008+08:00

i have SO~ sinned...
i went out to Plaza Sing instead of going back when lecture cancelled last min..
lol.. and i didnt puase oso.. but got excuse la..
haha.. the Cert III Family has their 1st outing together..
Laopa, Laoma, Ah Gong, and my big bros... im the youngest..=)
haha.. we took bus 7 to Plaza Sing..
we were super noisy in the bus..
luckily not so many people at the top level of the double decker bus..
if not.. so paisey leh..
finally reach the place.. haiyo..
so many people at Carl's JR..
we had break up into 2 groups and sit differently..
but we were only a table away from the other group..
me, xiaodi, laoge and steven gege and our grandpa sat together..
hahaha.. chaotic sia...
i and xiaodi shared this burger duno what name..
simply put, it was a chicken burger..
it wasnt very nice.. lol..
grandpa keep 'drinking' the chilli sauce..
he kept making me and xiaodi laugh sia..
should have taken a vid of him eating the giant burger..
damm disgusting sia..
they keep mixing the drinks, putting pepper,salt, french fries..
urgh.. lucky never puke leh...

next we went walk2 around the mall..
went into all the interesting stores..
super chaotic cos we all wanted to go different places..
lastly decided to go arcade..
lol.. lame, i noe..
played for at least half an hour.. den decided to go off cos it was getting late..
we went to 7 eleven buy grandpa 1st Singapore prepaid card..
hahaha.. walao wait for him super long sia..
wen finally finished buying the prepaid card, grandpa wanted to pangsai...
haiyo.. leceh sia..
b4 ask him go toilet but he say wana tahan..
see la.. must wait for him at the station thingy..

while waiting.. laopa began to rumage into grandpa's bag..
got underwear sia.. blue colour.. crocodile brand..
then the boys had a really bad idea..
they decided to tie the underwear to front of his bag..
OMG...
super mean sia.. but i was super curious of what will happen..
when grandpa finally came back..
laopa helped him put on his bag so that he wont see the underwear hanging at the front..
den the rest of us ran away laughing so hard..
he was like 'y r u laughing??x100'
den he check his bag..
lol... super funny sia.. he carried his bag to a spot behind the pillar and untied the underwear..
hahaha.. i couldnt stop laughing sia... almost couldnt breathe oso..

on the way home, met up wif fad cos she at the nenek's hse..
went home together...
we chatted for a while at the bus-stop and we saw Ms Ang.
waaa... miss her loads.. she lost a lot of weight sia...
after chatting wif her till her bus came..
we went home cos too shag liao..

it was the best day ever..
but since today's lecture was cancelled..
it will be replaced on Fri morning..
shitness...

big bro, Arthas
grandpa
bad man..
all the big bros played this and hit the bad guy..
laoma... laopa..
look at the culprit nehind the underwear incident.. laopa.. tsk*tsk*
xiaodi.. her face blur la..
parent on the left.. grandpa and his 2 grandsons on the right..
awww.. our parents...

upload more next time..