its been exactly 1 month ago since my last update..honestly, my life has been a mess since..
nothing is going the way i expected it to be..
and 1 more thing, u lied..
i cant wait for January..
so that i can pack up and leave SG..
not sure how long i will be abroad..
but 1 thing for sure, i dont intent to come back in the near future..
i finally got the courage to watch FO ep 52 & 53..
cos i know that its gona be a tearjerker ep..
true enuf..
i shed buckets..
how am i able to say goodbye to all of them?
i dont think i have the courage to say my own farewells..
they were my own version of FO..
the ones who made my days shines like the brightest star..
showed me the concern & care that i never got..
listened to my complains and laughed at my nonsense..
they made me felt important in their lives as they are in mine..
i have had my fair share of painful experiences in life..
moments where i couldnt open up my heart..
where i could only listen to other's story..
even moments that i couldnt trust anyone..
thank u for being the ones who opened my mind, heart and soul..
thanks sophie for listening to my pains and joys..
thanks for being there when i needed u..
u never expected anything of me..
even protected me when i needed protecting..
we never contacted each other other than sch..
but we both know that we are there for each other in everything life has to offer..
another term left until i say my good byes..
another term left until i leave SG..
i'm slowly letting go..
so that it wont be so hard for me to leave when the time comes..
i had a dream about u again..
i never want it to end..
u keep coming to me..
but i keep running away..
i dont want one day,
that only dreaming of u is not enuf..