Cities At Night

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i ♥ my life

Saturday, July 30, 2011, 8:27 PM

Recently I recalled my life over at the other side.. It was fun, most of it.. Heartbreaks was inevitable.. New friends.. Crazy life.. Oh how I miss it all.. I keep pacifying myself to wait until after graduation then I will get a job overseas.. But having to go through that phrase again terrifies me.. going to a whole new country, worried if I would be able to cope.. I can right? I mean, come on, this is me.. I'm the kind of person that pushes through new challenges.. I love being able to experience new things.. Well, I survived being in a place where the standard was lower than SG..

Aurggghhh.. I feel like exploding...

i ♥ my life

Thursday, July 28, 2011, 7:13 PM

Does being a girl comes with having your heart constantly having to be broken? Why is that so common everywhere I see.. On TV, movies, wherever... Why is it that a confident girl can simply be crushed by matters of the heart?

Will you be hurt knowing that your friend stole your crush and announced days after you told her that you liked this guy and she laughed at you? Obviously right? I still do too even though I don't have a slightest feeling for him anymore but still.. I can still remember the pain like it was yesterday.. I was still a kid then.. It was like she slapped me across my face.. My heart just fell.. Other people can just say that it was a long time ago and it was just puppy love.. But they never really knew how badly hurt I was.. I remembered crying that night.. And till today it left a scar embedded in my heart.. They are together now.. I'm happy for them but the pain still comes back..

Please do not think that it was just a little girl who experienced a cute little crush with a boy but her friend stole him from her.. It's much deeper than that..

i ♥ my life

Wednesday, July 20, 2011, 8:48 PM

I finally decided to come back to writing my life story. I hope it help me in keeping my life sane.. It's like i turned into an adult overnight. Being 20 really open up my eyes. It's like "hey, I'm no longer a teenager.. Being able to be that stupid kid doing random stuffs with her 2 best friends".. Now it's like "I have to think of a job after graduating.. or WHAT I want to work as".. I see people around me either having families or started working while here I am still wondering what I want to be.. When you were a kid, people would ask what you want to be when you grow up.. That time was when you can want to be anything.. Now all I want is to know what I want..

Being away from home for half a year have forced me to mature and be independent.. It was such a scary but important lesson.. Being such a stupid and idiotic girl at the last moment has really affect my life now.. I'm constantly haunted by that one mistake and it feels like I'm slowly going to lose my mind.. Now I know how a guilty conscience can kill some one..

i ♥ my life

Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 10:45 PM

ehhh

hi..

lol..

just in case anyone forgot, im the owner of this dead blog..

lame..

lets see...

my last post was in 2010.. that was when i was in Dubai for 7 months..

was on vacation cum attachment..

haha.. felt more like vacation

enjoyed myself then

but sadly, i need to come back due to some issues..

IMY my friendsss!!

annnyyyywaay..

i'm back as u might know..

i'm back to studying again..

alrdy fininshing my 2nd term..

cant wait for the coming hols..

im going to see my lovely girl!!!

I need to change this blogskin..

looks too dead...